Dear
Niall,
at my dads
Im
getting totally crazy. Their trying to
be this perfect family I don’t really fit in this perfect family.. Today I woke
up and I didn’t went downstairs before she leaves. Because when she is home and
I’m leaving my room she goes to inspect it and just before she leaves she is
like make your bed, clean the mirror, throw those old drawings away, clean your
closet it is messy , make the baskets look tidy cause otherwise I have to do it
Monday and o yeah, get
your DVD back on the good place.
GOODMORNING. So when she gets in her car and drove away i went
downstairs to say good morning to my dad and my sister. I love my dad, but he is also totally
infected with the clean sickness. So I sat down to watch the voice on the tablet, cause I missed it that night.
He was like hey girl, get something to eat. I said I will eat after I watch the
voice. During the voice he came bring me
some slice of bread and said you want this? And I declared him I wanted to eat
after the voice he finally understand.
When I got a plate out to eat he said immediately when you finish eating you had to clean the
table, put the plate and your glass in the machine wash your hands clean your
mount and put everything back on the good place. I was getting dizzy of all
those cleaning this. But then he finally
left for grocery shopping. FREEDOM. So eat and cleaned everything he wanted me
to.
Then I went
upstairs to made my homework. When they came home from grocery shopping my dad came up to see me. ‘so you are doing
homework? What are you doing?’ ‘geography’ ‘aha, you better learn that really well and after
this you have to clean your room’. Will this
ever stop? No it wont.
In de
afternoon my dad had this tennis game, so I went down to watch friends. I was
still wearing my jogging pants because I started make homework in the morning
and I ended in the afternoon. He comes
home from his tennis game, first thing he said? ‘shouldn’t you wear something
else? She is coming home soon.’ Why should
I look like she wants me to? When she came home my dad said I HAVE to say hello to her. When I walked in too the
living room she looked down at my pants , I saw her looking and I said, yeah, I
was having this pajamas day and.. she
looked my in the eye and said: Yeah you
have that very often don’t you? I almost never have those days because my mom
only let me once a month have pajama day, and she don’t allow me to have pajama
day. Mmm. She said.
So I went
upstairs again. IS IT NEVER ENOUGH? No it isn’t. cause while I was writing
these, my sister came up en said, you
have to come down for dinner but you
first have to clean your room. Who said that? She and daddy said my sister said
en she leaves the room to go eat dinner.
I could
seriously punch her in the face on that moment, but I stayed calm and eat my
dinner.
I love u
niall
Xx me
This was
just today.