diary message 2

Dear Niall,                           At my dads.

 

Today I woke up early because of this weird noise. It sounded like there was a door going open en closed very hard, but everyone was still asleep. GOHST HOUSE. BRR.

It was too early to get up, so I putted on my headphone and I started to listen music. ONE DIRECTION of course.  At 10 o’clock we finally had breakfast, I was so hungry, but there was she. Everyday I try to like her or at least, not hate her.  My dad has made croissants, I really like that so I started eating immediately and then it started.  ‘Don’t eat so gross’. ‘ I always eat like that’. ‘yeah mom I eat like that 2’my stepsister  said. ‘yeah, but she is doing it gross’ and she pointed at me. ‘I’m sorry ‘ .  A  few minutes later  I was talking to my stepsister  about something ‘and..’ I said but I couldn’t finish my sentence cause she interrupt me. ‘ YOU’VE GOT YOUR ELLBOW ON TABLE.’ She shouted at me. ‘im sorry’ I said again. When we finish breakfast my stepsister and my sister said ‘ we go upstairs’ and they did.  I stood up also and said ‘ I go upstairs’ ‘NO YOU DON’T’. I was looking at her and said ‘ yes I am.’ She looked really mad and said ‘ NO, you are going to clean the kitchen’ ‘but they went upstairs to play.’ ‘yeah and you don’t, you are going 2 clean. ‘ when I finish cleaning I went upstairs and listen to music, dance a little, Wright some stories  just regular stuff. Then she shouted upstairs ‘go dress yourself ‘ so I walked to the bathroom washed my face and I went upstairs again but I left my towel.

WRONG CHOICE. ‘ WHO LEFT HIS TOWEL IN THE BATHROOM’ she shouted upstairs, l  was the only one upstairs. ‘o I did I’m so sorry I will come and get it’ ’NO YOUR 2 LATE I ALREADY PUT IN THE LAUNDRY BASKET.’ ‘okay’. ‘ BUT NEXT TIME YOU TAKE IT IMMEDIATELY’. And she was gone.

Then we went  to roots in the woods, some event in the city. It is for kids, so I said ‘is it okay that If I don’t like it I go home?’ , yes of course’.  On our way I almost fell of my cycle, she started laughing and said kinda angry ‘ IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO DRIVE?’ I didn’t react. I stared to drive again. ‘ YOU ARE DRIVING 2 SLOW’ she shouted so we start to drive faster. ‘NOT SO FAST’ so we drove slower ‘ YOU ARE GOING 2 SLOW’ and it stayed going like this the whole way. When we were finally there, she putted her cycle for mine. ‘ could you put your bike some were else? Cause if I want 2 leave earlier I cant get it.’ THEN YOU DON’T LEAVE EARLIER’ ‘but at home you said I could’  ‘yeah but I don’t want that anymore.’ ‘ but if I don’t like it ?’ ‘ SHUTUP’  Happy me it wasn’t that horrible as I imagined it 2 be. I stayed away from her and when we were at home I went upstairs immediately . tomorrow after school I finally go to my mom.

 

I love u Niall. You are so damn cute. You and the boys are my soldiers in these days.

Xx me.