diary message 4

Dear Niall,                                   at my moms.

 

I didn’t Wright you yesterday, but nothing special happened.

Today was hard.  At school we first had this horrible history test and I forget my biology books, so the teacher wasn’t really happy.  A few lessons later, we talked for no reason, about teen pregnancy.  We made this little joke my best friend was pregnant and some people did believe haha. But back to the talk. I said: I can’t imagine being pregnant this age,  that is too hard to deal with. Then some boy said: your body couldn’t handle a pregnancy either. And I was like why, why , why? ‘ you have to be tall for a pregnancy. I was like ‘u I’m 1.67 that’s normal.’ ‘ yeah, but you got to give milk, allot of milk’ he meant I have tiny breast., I know  their  aren’t big, or something but it hurts when somebody says it and starts  laughing after that. So I didn’t feel  really great after that. At home It just was to much. I got an emotional break down. i was just crying and crying and crying and I felt so bad.  So my sister putted on one direction , normal I get really happy of it, but today it maked me cried harder because I live in Narnia and I will never meet you guys and you don’t come to Holland soon.   My problems in the past came also nocking at the door today. So it was a bad day today.  Even tough I feel a bit better  im still feeling sad.

I love niall.

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